so fucking real

Happy 19th birthday my love, what a journey it has been right? Tomorrow technically today marks our third anniversary that we broke up. No explanation, no reason you just shattered my heart on christmas day. Oh how cruel was that my love, why? I loved you so much, yes I'm okay now but you still haven't told me why. I know you still like me but no longer love me like you did before. Maybe we were too young for love. You were 16 and I was 14 puppy love as most would call it yet it felt so real, all of it felt so fucking real. So real I can still taste you on my lips, so real I can still smell you on my clothes. So fucking real I wish I still had you.