horribly messy diary entry

As promised I'm writing again, I have 7/11 playing, there is school glue sticking to my bare feet. What do I write about this time? What do you guys want to hear? Maybe about how every time I used to look in the mirror I saw myself yet I was never satisfied, maybe I'm still not fully satisfied yet now I appreciate what I have more. So what if I don't have C-cup boobs? Sure I wish I did but I'm actually satisfied with my A-cup grapes, ass now that is something I was pretty blessed with. Pin straight hair some girls dream of but my point is that we are blessed with these feature sure we can go and get surgery and in my opinion everyone can do what they please. I can sit here and say everyone is beautiful but we knows of ourselves that we think some people are ugly especially if they are around that one special person, right? Shake it off came on by miss t swizzle and I danced, yep I stood up and shook what my mama gave me but back to what I was saying which I don't know anymore this is beyond messy but guys hey I'm still working on my 'novel/short story' and I found the perfect couple to portray my Jovi and Bryer, Yes I just revealed the names to you guys. So my class made me sit next to my crush a few days ago for about an hour and a half and I got so angry and I just put in my headphones so I wouldn't be bothered but then I felt so rude cause he asked me if I was okay and I felt bad but when we talked it was kinda okay yet now I've decided that I don't anymore distractions but yesterday he stared at me while he drove away from school and ugh I kinda died. I hope he doesn't know of my blog if he does I would die or probably kiss him and run away. Yeah I'd kiss him, mhm, maybe, mhm, probably not. Bye guys I'm sorry I'm horrible