manipulative
impulsive
seductive
you had your claws so deeply plunged into me
controlling me like i was your puppet
not giving a fuck about my feelings
about my emotions
about my life
all i had to care about was you
all i had to worry about was you
all my priorities had to be you
you wanted every single inch of my being
when i surrendered myself to you but it still wasn’t enough
it had never been enough
you released me
retrieved your so deeply etched claws
leaving me empty
hollow
dark
you took everything you had made me to be
and left me without a single clue of who i was supposed to be now
who as i before you?
can i even recall?
i dont think i can but from that emptiness i will find my fill
from that hollowness i will build my sunflower field
from that darkness i will find my sunshine
you may have shattered my being but i will rise again
you will not stop me
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