negativity

You know this will be about you so don't take it personally. What you told me is true I am a negative person I do close myself up when people try to get in, it is hard for me because I've been hurt so bad and I don't like the feeling at all and as I've told you the less you expect the less disappointed you will be. Maybe I am so negative because all I hear around me is that I will fail or that I have to be perfect and that if I'm not perfect then it doesn't matter, that you cannot fail when you try that you have to on your a game every single time you try something and that failure is not an option and with a history of your family you will be a disappointment. Thank you for telling me in my face that I am a negative person because I will show you how much of a positive person I can be and that I will not change for you but for myself, to make myself a better person yes I was hurt when you told me and yes I walked away but thank you because I will learn from this and owning a great friend can see that to you in your face and thanks for being a great friend.