it was only one night and yet it
fucked me up,
every night i still wait for the moment
you place your head on my chest,
for you to nuzzle your face in my neck
to feel your breath mix with mine.
yet all i fall asleep to is the faint
sound of ed sheeran playing in the background.
in the morning i feel empty,
i wake up to an empty bed,
your legs aren't tangled with mine,
your hair isn't in my face,
and you aren't beside me,
you haven't been beside me for a while now.